Distracted - ByJaskamal

“i can be distracted by the shallow, but i cannot be fooled

i will always end up falling into the deep

and even though i see you like to push me in there

i do not see you here with me

so can you please stop talking to me

because i am feeling so so tired

please stop calling me strong

i am strong

but i am tired”

[13:04, 25-02-24]

“stop trying to break my fucking bones

just because you are fascinated by their strength

stop trying to pulverize my fucking bones

so you can sniff the fucking powder

stealing my fucking strength

i am so fucking tired

i can’t keep healing over and over again

all by myself”

[13:44, 25-02-24]

“i feel like ive become too strong to fall apart

even though i really want to just fucking fall

im tired”

[16:49, 23-02-24]

Oil paint on canvas.